This paintig emerged from the reflections about the foundations of patience. This complacency varies só much from one another that sometimes depending on the situation we find ourselves in, we “lose it” with things we considered “divines” and beautiful like birds and nature, and because of that we can say they have the capacity of enraging us. The colors of the painting are a mixture of vibrant and dark to show the duality of the beauty and joy in contrast to the caotic feeling of losing patience. The eyes on the other hand are introspective representing the moment you “lose it”, and you become rather blind. I tried to represent that moment and not what happens after. The birds are represented not in a realistic way but imaginative like fantasy kind of way só theu can blend with the reality and create a confusing sensation.